my lollipops ! ! =)

Sunday, October 31, 2010

i need them..

YA ALLAH...tlong la tabahkn hati ak..smoga ad hkmah nye ak dtkdirkn study di france..jauh dr family, jauh dr kwn...

i miss my utp life damn much..my friends, julie, effy, nadia, nenet, fara, que, lina, aimy, na, syereen, zati,,,,,smua ak rndu..ak sayang dyorng smua sgt2

ni smua gara2 post blog julie..u reminded me to all my sweet memories in utp..julieeee..miss u gle2 JULIE!!!!!!!!

julie said;;;life is not always beautiful.but u need to color it in order to make it better n better

but, how can i color my life without them???i cant color my life without my friends
ya allah, smoga prshabatn yg kami bina dlm tempoh yg singkat itu akan brkekaln hingga ke syurga..

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

l'amitié


today, we learned about
"l'amitié" a.k.a friendship.who is our real friend actually?.my teacher, GIOVANNA said that we maybe have thousands of friends but how many real friends we have?maybe the number of our real friends is less than the number of the fingers that we have in our right hand.it might be 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, or 0..,,now try u count how many real friends u hav..n if u hav more than what u hav in ur right hand, u r so lucky!!!!

et moi, j'ai vraiment de la chance parce que j'ai beaucoup de vrais amis. n'êtes pas jaloux avec moi.
ahahaaa,,,,j'aime beaucoup mes amis et je sais qu'ils m'aiment aussi.
mes amis,,,,je vous aime vraiment..........mmmuahhhh..

5 years in SCIPP..i learned the real meaning of "l'amitié"
3 months in UTP, who knows that i can found another vrais amis in that short time
6 weeks in INTEC, i found nothing but in that time i learned to appreciate every single "l'amitié" that i hav made.
4 months in france, i think i hav found already who i can declare as mes vrais amis.

org kata xsmua org perfect n xsmua kwn boleh jd perfect utk kita.yup btol!!
but my friends skalian, korng dah ckup perfect bg ak..snggup dngar problem ak, bley buat ak snyum n ktawa, brani tgur ak time ak clap, nsihat ak, respect prinsip ak, 2 da kre ckup perfect bg ak..n ak akn cuba utk jd seperfect yg boleyh utk korng,,=)




p/s ; nk sgt mention n upload gamba2 mreka kt cni but i hav to finish my homework now.chiao2!!!..mes amis, korng taw korng spe?,,kalo kamoo terase, btol la 2 kamoo is mon ami.




Sunday, October 17, 2010

love u papa.

ya allah..sakit btol pinggang ak..ak sgt xske sakit cmni..sakit sgt..smpai xleyh nk berdiri pon..nasib baik hr ini ahad..kalo tyme ad klas xtaw la cmne..
papaaa,,i wish u were here with me right now..
sbelum ni kalo sakit, papa slalu je ad..
knape la sekarang kita jauh sgt papa??..xde spe pon bleyh tlong..tp kalo ad org tlong pon, xde spe pon bleyh jg along mcm papa jaga along..sakit sgt ni papa..along xnak msuk hospital lg sbb skit pinggang...
dari ak kecil smpai ak bsar, papa selalu jge aku..he always with me..i miss u papa..i love u so much..
ak ingat lagi time trial SBP last year..hari tu exam maths..pagi maths paper 1..tyme roll call da rse sakit pinggang sikit2..ingatkan sakit biasa2 je..tp rasa pelik la jgak sbb xpernah sakit mcm 2 sbelum ni..tyme dlm dewan exam, sakit mkin kuat..mmg kena duduk tegak je..kalo x rse lg sakit sakit..after habis exam paper 1, ak terus baring atas lantai...sakit sgt tyme 2..tp mcm bleyh tahan lg..x g kantin pon tyme rest..xlarat nk jalan..just rest kt bilik PA n i just ate chocolate lava bun n minum air susu je..exam paper 2 maths pon bermula..ak sgt x selesa tyme exam 2..mmg xbleyh duduk diam atas kerusi..nk bngun berdiri rse xlarat,,badn tegak je,,cikgu papaya yg jge exam da prasan da ak agak plik dalam dewan..kjap2 duduk mcm 2, kjap2 duk bersila, kejap2 pegang pinggang...sakit sgt tyme 2..ble la exam nk hbis ni...cpat la hbis...cpat!!!!..tyme jwab exam 2 ak mnangis sbb skit sgt..tp ak try tahan sakit ak tu n ak try xnk menangis..xnak gnggu org laen yg tngah jwab exam...ak siapkn soaln2 2 scepat yg boleyh..ak nk kluatr dr dewan...ak nk g baring dlm bilik PA...tp ble da siap 2 ak xleyh nk berdiri pon..sakit sgt..ap jd ngan pinggang ak ni?/.ak xtawww...stengah jam ak mnangis kt meja ak nk tnggu wktu exam hbis...xsemak pon jwapan 2..mmg thap berserah n redha gile2 r..ap nk jd nga mrkah 2 lntak la...ak nk kluarrrrrr dr dewannnnn...hbis je exam,, kwn ak tnye 'ko asal tasya?.ok x?'tp siyes ak xingat spe yg tnye..tp yg ak masih ingat dgna jelas nye, syikin bawa ak balik..dye papah ak...kwn2 sruh ak g hospital..ak xnak..xnak g warden.,.nk g nga papa..ak xnak g hospital tengku anis..xnak2..nk g hospital laen..ak xingat spe yg bg pinjam kt ak syiling byk gle untuk kol papa..ak kol papa gne public fon kt blok dinamik..
tp ak bleyh ckap kjap je nga papa..ak da xthan, ak sakit sgt..nk cakap pon xbleyh..ak nangis je...nk berdiri pon kwn2 tlong papah...syikin yg ckap ngan papa ak sakit...sbb mnangis terlalu kuat, cik dah, pnyelia asrama dngar n trus bw ak g hospital..ak xnkkkk...nk g ngan papa je...
ak xingat papa smpai kt hospital after brape lme ak kt sne..ak xingat pon ap doktor ckap or tnye ak..yg ak ingat, ak nangis je kt situ...nangis, nangis. n nangis...tyme papa smpai, ak trus pgang tngan papa, ak ckap ak sakit sngt..
kesian kwn2 ak yg tman ak, lteyh dyorng dngar ak nangis..
ak ckap kt papa, ak xnak stay kt hospital sbb ak nk exam..trial SBP is very important..
doktor bg ak blik dgn slepas dberikn suntikan n berbekalkn ubat yg banyak dan sgt xsedapp..sgt2 xsedap..
setiap pg papa hntar ak g skolah..50 minit..ksian papa..
ak x miss 1 pon paper tp seriously ak xstudy langsung,,cmne nk study kalo nk duduk pon bleyh..blik,mkn ubat n trus tido....papa pon ckap dye xkisah kalo result ak xcun..da sakit nk buat cmne..but thanks God..i still got a good result yg mlyakkn ak ke utp..ahaa..back to the story,
papa mmg jge ak sgt2..thanks papa..thanks for everything...i love u so much.
I LOVE U ENCIK MAZNAN.
n kpada kwn2 yg tlong tyme ak sakit dlu, thanks jgak..i love u all oso..



p/s: wif da pain i suffered for, i took 1 hour n 6 minutes to write dis post..afta i finished writing, my back pain is already gone..huhuu
thanks god.